I dreamed last night that I was in a large glass-walled airport terminal. It was a boxy shape, and may have had glass ceilings, too, or at least floor to high ceiling windows, giving an unobstructed view of the tarmac. (One of my colleagues hates that colloquialism. It's almost always concrete. I think heavy airplanes would punch holes into tarmac on a hot day). It's not a hot day in my dream, though. It's snowing, with snowflakes swirling everywhere then heavy rain, visibility not any better. I'm inside, not flying. I see some of my former colleagues, and former students, one I remember in a in a really dirty white shirt, but going flying. I'm not flying. I don't know why I'm there.
I'm starting to feel that I'm never going flying. All I want is an FO job with a good company. A King Air would be great, even a piston twin if you've got good two-crew SOPs and a company culture where your status doesn't depend on how much you can drink or deadlift. I don't want anything I can't do. I don't want a free ride. I just want to fly airplanes in a safe environment where my skills will be appreciated.
I applied to a job like that. I really wanted it. I had ten times the listed experience in each category they asked for, so of course they didn't call me. While sorting out last year's taxes the accountant can't understand why having too much experience is a minus. He knows tax law, though. God knows I don't.
hang in there...
Keep that positive mental attitude working! Deep breaths, patience and physical activity help. TGime for contact developmnent - call everyone you know in the business and ask them to keep their eyes open for you.
I feel your pain little sister ... My current mantra: When things can not get any worse ... They must get better.
As j read your dream ... It seems to me that you are at least in the right "box" ... It takes a ton of self discipline to hold on to any dream. This time will build you ...
Love your Blog and feel your pain...
Check the Air Canada site, says their hiring pilots...
I'll cross my fingers for you!
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